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So, I'm actually posting on here now, rather than tumblr. Because my blog (thin-b0dies) had been terminated for promoting eating disorders and self harm. I will admit to doing so,  but you know. It is against the rules, but I just wish that I hadn't lost all of the progress in the process of it being terminated. So now i've just decided that i'm going to go ahead and start using blogger, because I had seen a bunch of other blogs on blogger about that show peoples weight loss journey. And that's what i'll be doing here, in this awkward blog. I'm just going to give you an opening on my stats, and a bit about me. 

About me: I live in the United States, (USA) and in North Carolina. I'm not going down to what town/city I live in. Because that's actually really creepy. My names Blanche, and i'm 14. I started trying to lose weight in July of 2013, but I didn't start losing weight until late August/September. Which was only because I had started school, and I could be away from home and I don't eat lunch or breakfast. 

Stats:

• Current Weight: 175.2 lbs.
• Starting Weight: 188.7 lbs
• Height: 5'4 
• GW1: 170 lbs.
• GW2: 155 lbs
• GW3: 140 lbs
• GW4: 120 lbs
• Final Goal: 105-110 lbs

I'm still going to update my tumblr, because I feel like that's something I need to do. Otherwise I feel like i'll go crazy. It's not an addiction, hopefully. I haven't been diagnosed with anything yet, and that's not what i'm aiming for. Why would I aim to have an eating disorder? That's stupid, and stupid. I self-diagnosed myself with EDNOS. Because I meet the majority of the requirements; so there's that. 

I weigh myself every Saturday morning. Because you're supposed to weigh yourself in the morning in order to get an accurate weight, and that is after you use the bathroom. You can't drink/eat anything before you weigh yourself, otherwise your weight will be thrown off and raised more, than it should be. And I'll be 5'4 for quite some time, so that doesn't/won't change. No worries there. 

Why I'm losing weight: I decided that I was going to lose weight because of a few different reasons, actually. One of them is how my older sister, Sarah has lost over 60 lbs. And my Mom is always saying, "Sarah, you can wear that because you're skinny." and it just makes me feel fatter than I already do. And how the fact that my sister, Sarah. Who's 19, may I say. Is lighter than I am, which ew. Okay, that's terrible and i'm fat. I'm also doing this for: Myself. Because I don't do everything in order to please somebody. I do a lot of things in order to make myself happier. I've never directly been called fat; nor have I been bullied for my weight ever in my life. But I know that I'm fat. And that I should lose weight, because hey. I'm obese and that's terrible. And what's worse worse than being underweight? Not caring how fat you are. 

So what I'm saying is; I think that I want YOU to join me in my lame journey of losing more weight.